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KHLOE IS MY WOMAN ANIMAL.
She makes it fucking clear to everyone that she's not one to be messed with. If you screw her over somebody else, you'll just end up screwing yourself. She got cheated on by her boyfriend not just with one girl, but a couple of girls... And I think Khloe and I have the same mindset about these stuff. I don't worry about people cheating on me because if it's bound to happen, FINE. Because if it does, I'm automatically done with the relationship. I won't be needing any explanation or whatsoever. People will say fight for the one you love. I guess that saying is true somehow but it's not applicable to this situation. If he loves you, he won't be flirting with some other girl. I've spent a lot of my time in my past doubting my self-worth, and right now I'm in a really good place that I know I deserve nothing but the best. So I won't just let any guy or even the guy I love the most hurt me like that or do something like that. I won't be stupid to settle and forgive. If they go throwing you this line "people make mistakes" well fuck them. They have a choice. They chose to screw you over. They don't deserve a chance. You deserve better.
LOVE HAS ITS FUCKING LIMITS
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THE PERSON
IF HE CHEATS ON YOU, ITS DONE SISTER. ITS DONE
I am gonna tell you how much I hate myself for wanting more. I hate myself for even putting myself in this situation in the first place. These sad days come and go actually. And to be honest, there are more happy days than my sad days so I can't just give up and watch myself take away or prevent myself from the only thing that's making me happy. I don't want to be selfish to myself. And he did his part by letting me know from the start and here I am kinda complaining....
This is my personal blog, might as well be honest with it and blog all these feelings away... Truth be told, I am really really falling for you. How can I not? You're such an amazing guy. But you made it clear to me that this is how far as it goes. I can't help myself from sometimes wanting more. And I am trying hard to keep this under control. But feelings are feelings. You can't mess with that shit. The heart wants what the heart wants. So once again I've come up with another dumb solution for this dilemma:I think I might just walk away.. it's never gonna happen anyway..
My feelings are blog worthy.
Here it goes.. We have this thing, or I'd like to think that we do.
And this thing whatever this is just scares the shit out of me
I can't ask for your loyalty.
So where does that leave me?
I am falling bit by bit, barely holding on to anything
I just wish that there was some assurance
I'd hate to be in the losing end once again.
A girl can give a thousand hints and still you won't get it.
When the flirting expires that's basically theend because some girls are not going to take the high road and risk expressing their feelings. Flirxpiration usually lasts for 3 months after that, girls just give up. You see flirting gives them confidence but after quite some time, they just lose hope and think that all these flirting is for nothing. The point is my 3 month rule is coming up close, and yeah I can't flirt anymore, I'm basically running out of moves. I'm surprise I made it this far... So I'll stop the flirting now to spare me from the pain.
In case you've noticed, my first two posts are contradicting each other that's because I'm always unsure of my feelings.
But one thing I'm sure of I'm not gonna risk losing this, because whatever this is, is the reason why I'm smiling everyday and that itself is more than enough for me.
Yes that's me, I'm always the girl with a thousand questions in mind but never the girl who's brave enough to seek for answers. Which explains my over reacting tendency to every situation and my quick fix to calm down which I realized is not helpful at all because it keeps coming back everytime more painful than the last time. So double shotgun hits. But before anyone of you can judge, this might be because of my past. Nahh scratch that. My friend just told me I'm always stuck in the same situation and even after so many years, I still don't know what to do.
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Friday, 19 December 2014
KHLOE IS MY WOMAN ANIMAL.
She makes it fucking clear to everyone that she's not one to be messed with. If you screw her over somebody else, you'll just end up screwing yourself. She got cheated on by her boyfriend not just with one girl, but a couple of girls... And I think Khloe and I have the same mindset about these stuff. I don't worry about people cheating on me because if it's bound to happen, FINE. Because if it does, I'm automatically done with the relationship. I won't be needing any explanation or whatsoever. People will say fight for the one you love. I guess that saying is true somehow but it's not applicable to this situation. If he loves you, he won't be flirting with some other girl. I've spent a lot of my time in my past doubting my self-worth, and right now I'm in a really good place that I know I deserve nothing but the best. So I won't just let any guy or even the guy I love the most hurt me like that or do something like that. I won't be stupid to settle and forgive. If they go throwing you this line "people make mistakes" well fuck them. They have a choice. They chose to screw you over. They don't deserve a chance. You deserve better.
LOVE HAS ITS FUCKING LIMITS
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THE PERSON
IF HE CHEATS ON YOU, ITS DONE SISTER. ITS DONE
Monday, 28 April 2014
I am gonna tell you how much I hate myself for wanting more. I hate myself for even putting myself in this situation in the first place. These sad days come and go actually. And to be honest, there are more happy days than my sad days so I can't just give up and watch myself take away or prevent myself from the only thing that's making me happy. I don't want to be selfish to myself. And he did his part by letting me know from the start and here I am kinda complaining....
Monday, 17 February 2014
This is my personal blog, might as well be honest with it and blog all these feelings away... Truth be told, I am really really falling for you. How can I not? You're such an amazing guy. But you made it clear to me that this is how far as it goes. I can't help myself from sometimes wanting more. And I am trying hard to keep this under control. But feelings are feelings. You can't mess with that shit. The heart wants what the heart wants. So once again I've come up with another dumb solution for this dilemma:
Current state of mind
Sunday, 9 February 2014
My feelings are blog worthy.
Here it goes.. We have this thing, or I'd like to think that we do.
And this thing whatever this is just scares the shit out of me
I can't ask for your loyalty.
So where does that leave me?
I am falling bit by bit, barely holding on to anything
I just wish that there was some assurance
I'd hate to be in the losing end once again.
Flirxpiration
Monday, 27 January 2014
A girl can give a thousand hints and still you won't get it.
When the flirting expires that's basically the
Unstable
Sunday, 26 January 2014
In case you've noticed, my first two posts are contradicting each other that's because I'm always unsure of my feelings.
But one thing I'm sure of I'm not gonna risk losing this, because whatever this is, is the reason why I'm smiling everyday and that itself is more than enough for me.
Always the girl with questions...
Yes that's me, I'm always the girl with a thousand questions in mind but never the girl who's brave enough to seek for answers. Which explains my over reacting tendency to every situation and my quick fix to calm down which I realized is not helpful at all because it keeps coming back everytime more painful than the last time. So double shotgun hits. But before anyone of you can judge, this might be because of my past. Nahh scratch that. My friend just told me I'm always stuck in the same situation and even after so many years, I still don't know what to do.